.

Episode 44: Somethings got a Hold on Me!!

2012-01-20T13:06:00.000-08:00

HAY GURLS.

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44 BIGHOMO 1

(442) 444-0601

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Best 2 minutes of news yet. Plus WoW and SWTOR talk and a farewell tribute to a legend

Etta James.

Episode 43: Get My Munny Back

2012-01-13T14:28:00.001-08:00

HAY GURLS.

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I dont even care what the hell this movie is about. I will be there at midnight to watch this. Magic Mike comes out in June

Episode 42: A Sense of Bitchyness

2012-01-02T18:04:00.000-08:00

IIIMMMMMM BBBAAAACCCCCCKKKKKK!!!

HAY GURLS.

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Here is a picture of my olderst brother Sean. he came to Christmas dinner dressed like this. he went to the gas station and told everyone "Hay todays my birthday" its so fucking funny

NaPodPoMo Day 30

2011-11-30T18:22:00.000-08:00

The Final Day

Day 30

WE MADE IT!!!!!!

Thank you to all my listeners and those who contributed to my shows.

Kisses Darlings

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NaPodPoMo Day 29

2011-11-29T19:04:00.000-08:00

Day 29

instead of doing one persons opic i did everyones topic.

and my voice is almost gone

Dona@BigSillyHomo.com

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NaPodPoMo Day 28

2011-11-28T15:50:00.000-08:00

All most there.

Day 28

all about my Jury Duty so ......

........

.......

RIVETING PODCASTING!!!!!!

Donna@BigSillyHomo.com

44 BIG H0Mo 1

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Stupid Post Site

2011-11-27T18:53:00.000-08:00

Hello darlings.

So ive been having alot of problems with my post site. so ive been sitting on 5 days of posts. they finally emailed me yesterday while i was at work and said it should work so here they are darlings.

Im so sorry darlings for not getting these out sooner.

Donna@bigsillyhomo.com

44 BIGH0M0 1

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NaPodPoMo Day 21

2011-11-21T12:51:00.003-08:00

Day 21

Norila Drunk dancing in only a tabard at Proudmoore Pride 2010

Redbull isnt the only thing that gives you wings. Avenging Wrath for the win

Noxeema like hers menzes BIG and BRAWNY like the paper towel

So this one time at Brewfest........lets just say Frumos cant show her face around that part of Durotar anymore

NaPodPoMo Day 20

2011-11-21T12:51:00.002-08:00

Day 20

hes pretty, nerdy, creative and........filthy rich. yea i said it. i want me some nerdy rich hotness.

NaPodPoMo Day 19

2011-11-21T12:51:00.001-08:00

Day 19

check out http://bros.failblog.org can someone explain these people to me. when i see people like this i wonder if were even the same species.

NaPodPoMo Day 18

2011-11-21T12:51:00.000-08:00

Its day 18

i just rambled for like 5 minutes

NaPodPoMo Day 17

2011-11-17T13:39:00.000-08:00

Day 17

talked about Target, Black Friday and Drugs...

that alone tells you the holidays have started

NaPodPoMo Day 16

2011-11-17T13:37:00.000-08:00

Day 16 Darlings

Starting to get maybe sick. totally sucks.

NaPodPoMo Day 15

2011-11-15T18:21:00.000-08:00

Today was lame cause i was sad so i think you could skip today's podcast.

NaPodPoMo Day 14

2011-11-14T18:52:00.000-08:00

Day 14 GIRLS

Today i talked about my new love for

PVP

or (Player vs. Player)

i totally loving it

NaPodPoMo Day 13

2011-11-14T18:51:00.000-08:00

Day 13 Darlings Click here Hunny

Today i talk about the upcoming cast of Rupauls Dragrace Season 4

NaPodPoMo Day 12

2011-11-12T10:40:00.000-08:00

DAY 12 DARLINGS

Quick and dirty (no jokes Satyr)

Just me rambling about the Pod Casters a group of podcast enthusiasts who enjoy playing World of Warcraft together

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NaPodPoMo Day 11

2011-11-11T18:47:00.000-08:00

Thank you George B darling from the Google+ for Day 11 topic

Why we all need our own "caftan of life"

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NaPodPoMo Day 10

2011-11-10T19:45:00.000-08:00

Day 10 Hunny. Click to listen!!

Guy on left had a stroke and woke up gay. now he lives with his boyfriend (right) above the salon they work at.

REMEMBER HIM

LOOK T HIM NOW!!!! DAMN

NaPodPoMo Day 9

2011-11-10T19:43:00.000-08:00

Thank you Lurry Dean darling for Day 9 topic

Pick an idol and gush for 15 mins :-)

Day 9 Click here to listen

2011-11-08T12:39:00.000-08:00

Thank you Scott "The Satyr" McQ darling from Google+ for Day 8 topic

Scott McQ - There's a bizarre occurrence when a meteor strikes the Blizzard HQ and the people of Earth are transformed into those of Azeroth. What race & class would you become? ;)

Day 8 Click here to listen

After thinking about it in detail, really looking at the personalities, beliefs and philosophies of each race on Azeroth while at the same time delving deep into my own personality and flaws i made a decision i think best represents me in a whole. hehe Plus Blood Elf men are brancy cute gay men and mages kick ass.

NaPodPoMo Day 7

2011-11-07T13:46:00.000-08:00

Well Darlings today is a rundown on all the fun from Palm Springs Pride

i hope you enjoy it

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The Caftan of LIFE!!!

NaPodPoMo Day 4

2011-11-04T16:07:00.000-07:00

Thank you Ernie Martinez darling from Google+ for Day 4 topic

talk about your favorite tv show or book . or something really geeky

Day 4 Click here to listen

NaPodPoMo Day 3

2011-11-03T12:06:00.000-07:00

Thank you MysticJackal darling from the Twitter for Day 3 topic

If you could go straight for any woman, who would it be and why?

Day 3 Click here to listen

NaPodPoMo Day 2

2011-11-02T18:12:00.000-07:00

Thank you ZombieGurlTJ darling from the Twitter for Day 2 topic

tell us about a crazy thing you've done that you'd do again.

Day 2 Click here to listen

NaPodPoMo Day 1

2011-11-01T16:10:00.000-07:00

Thank you Satyr darling for Day 1 topic

The origin/creation story of Donna Suggarz as told in the bible!

Day 1 Click here to listen

Here I am. First time in public in drag (excluding elem school)

our love child (hehe no a prop from another persons costume)

Me with my new crazy friends at the party

This is Kelly with my brother. she recognized him and tortured him at a concert he was passing stickers out at(he worked for the radio station KROQ). she was so dirty to him then after he freaked she explained she was my friend.

PRICELESS

Me with another friend from beauty school at a Gay Club Tigerheat. (My First time)

funny story, Kelly from photo previous would buy a redbull and a shot of Vodka pour Vodka into redbull then place can between breasts and come out to 18+ section and give to me.

love her.

i am so sorry to MysticJackal on Twitter for missing your post. considering my lack of sexual experience i couldn't fill a 15 min podcast unless i cried and we all know theres only one woman that can cry during podcasting.

National Podcasting Month

2011-11-01T13:17:00.000-07:00

So this month is National Podcasting Month and to celebrate that podcaster from all over the world are taking the challenge of Podcasting every day for this whole month.

I thought to myself that this would be a typical thing i would be insane enough to do. However like most projects of this nature, like that 30 day facebook photo challenge id become lazy around day 5 and give up.

What if i could use this month of podcasting try something stupid and funny. im up for ideas which is why im taking to Google+. i will record a podcast every day for 30 days but in that 15min podcast i will only talk about things that people on google+ tell me to talk about. God i hope i have gay followers. but please feel free to try to stump me. Ill talk about anything. so give me a topic and lets have fun with it.

I might give up on day 5 but i wanna have 5 stupid, gay and hilarious shows.

So friends of Google+ Bring it on Darlings. :)

Episode 41: Bulges, Blizzcon and a Nap

2011-10-31T13:36:00.000-07:00

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Here is a new show darlings.

A full rundown of my super crazy week featuring the acquisition of a Blizzcon ticket, the PA of Jonny McGovern (Gay Pimp) new Video "Dickmatized" and the Epic adventures of the lone Prot Pali Norila at Blizzcon.

Im Stuck way in the back of the arena like area for Blizzcon Main Stage but there were screens like this one all over the place.

This Girl wasnt in the costume contest but she was awesome.
close up of my addition to the graffiti wall
Still from Markaholics Bam! video and me (in his apartment) next to Bam sign. hehe jealous?
Markaholics Bam on YouTube

http://youtu.be/hHmJf6qw3dU

Tranny Heaven Epic Video on YouTube

http://youtu.be/ickzkk5xpO4

Billboard top ten Halloween songs

http://www.billboard.com/features/the-top-10-halloween-songs-1005445412.story#/features/the-top-10-halloween-songs-1005445412.story

Feelin' Really Faggity!

2011-10-12T14:05:00.001-07:00

This is a very Special episode of Big Silly Homo. because this episode im giving you a review of all the fabulousness at

Jonny McGovern Feelin' Really Faggity!

at The Cavern Club Theater at Casita del Campo in Los Angeles Californio

LOGO's "Big Gay Sketch Show" Star and "Gay Pimp" Jonny McGovern brings his special brand of dirty gay stand up and songs to The Cavern Club Theater for ONE NIGHT ONLY! Featuring Special Guests Nico Santos and more!

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Hello Darlings.

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Follow all the Stars on Twitter

@Gaypimp

@Nicosantoscomic

@Toddmasterson

@Drewdroege

@jsampancake

Check out www.Cavernclubtheater.com for other shows at this great venue

Kisses Darlings

Episode 40: Light, Fluffy and White

2011-10-07T12:37:00.000-07:00

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Here is a new show darlings.

2 Minutes of News:

Canabal woman

No Circumcision laws

British PM is pro Gay marriage

Sean Maher :(

mothers cant tell if sons are gay

Mother kidnaps own child?

Muslim Woman suing Southwest

Tennessee stupid assaulted my principle

Thomas Jane HOOKER

Plus a few stories from around the country

Tier 2 Judgement Set. i cant wait to look like this. i have the helm so i still need a bunch

This weeks winner of Hot Guys with IPhones. hes fully clothed but gorgeous. this is my perfect man. unrealistic for me but perfect.

Live Show from Las Vegas

2011-09-30T16:03:00.000-07:00

Live from the Luxor Luxery Resort and Casino

Pride 48

From Friday September 16, 2011 at 7pm EST

Me and My drunken cohost Nessa chat about all the important things in life: Cock, Booze, Titties and more cock.

Click here to Listen. Enjoy Darlings!

Episode 39:cause they cant all have a witty title

2011-09-27T17:16:00.000-07:00

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Here is a new show darlings.

VEGAS BABY! me giving you my Vegas rundown. the looks go as followed hunny.

2 minutes of news:

dueling churches

lesbian kissing

Sean Maher

Lesbian looking woman

Speedo controversy

Bulgarian porn star

Dodgers fan lawsuit

Kevin Federline

Doritos God

Pauly D. D stands for douche

plus some gay news of the day and my angry rant about Cival servants

and the Big Silly Homo premiere of "Modified" the fierce new song from Jonny McGovern and Nadya Ginsburg. the new track off the upcoming album of LIFE "The Gayest of All Time"

Heres a group show of some of us from the Vegas trip.

Sean Maher, He got me through many a lonely night in high school. any nerd that tells you other wise is lying.

Heres my choice for hot guys with Iphones. Hes nerdy wearing glasses and have kermit the frog as a phone case. id molest the shit outa him. yummy hunny. Dont agree?!? show me you favorites at guyswithiphone.com think your hotter send those photos to Donna@bigsillyhomo.com

Jonny McGovern & Nadya Ginsburg "Modified"

GET INTO IT! GET INTO IT! GET INTO IT!

a message from the local Hispital

2011-09-20T17:11:00.000-07:00

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hope to talk to everyone later this week with a new show.

feel free to send emails and messages of get wellness to

Donna@bigsillyhomo.com

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Kisses Darlings

Episode 38: Does Jesus Know???

2011-08-23T16:27:00.000-07:00

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Here is a new show darlings.

2 minutes of news:

Megan Fox hates tatoos

Corbin Fisher fights Patent office

Teacher Suing state over facebook

Redneck couple getting married

Gay Actor goes back into closet

Perez Hilton still a douche

Big quake hits East Coast

A chat about my outfits for Vegas and the preparations involved.

i learned what a libertarian is...

WoW talk about my mains raiding and my ascent in madness....Alliance madness

and i ranted about Dish network

Check out all things Jonny McGovern at GayPimp.com

Episode 37: Oh What a Gay Dream

2011-07-26T17:20:00.001-07:00

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Here is a new show darlings.

2 minutes of news:Heatwave,gay marriage, GAY MAFIA???

Just a little show i threw together.

WoW ripoff theme parks and a list of interesting things your kids will never know about.

http://shanghaiist.com/2011/07/15/joyland_the_blizzard_bits.php?gallery0Pic=19#gallery

http://www.wired.com/geekdad/2009/07/100-things-your-kids-may-never-know-about/

Still cant quite get the sound right but its better than last show. bare with me darlings

Here is how some people in the east coast are coping with the heat.

Episode 36: I poop skittles

2011-07-15T13:44:00.000-07:00

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Here is a new show darlings.

2 minutes of news: new school still unopened, man in jail for medicare, Bob Haskins, $5 tap water

Just a chat about Las Vegas Hotels. An update on my Dress and Nerd talk

Matthew Lewis, who plays Neville Longbottom in the Harry Potter films. mmmmmmmmm yummy

Manu Intiraymi who played Icheb on StarTrek Voyager. YumIn honor of the Harry Potter out today here is my choice for Hot Guy with IPhone. HP style

Episode 35: Gay and Nerdy I was born this way

2011-06-09T18:41:00.000-07:00

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Hello Darlings.

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Here is a new show darlings.

2 minutes of news: paying bills in Pennies, Twin Friars Die at 92, Bradley Cooper Speaks Fluent French, octomom Doctor loses licence, Rich dog dies at 12 and End of the world claims one.

chat on gay guys breaking guiness record for longest kiss.

Plans for the upcoming Vegas Adventure.

Puglandia celebrates 11th annual parade in Oregon

Worst of the Pug outfits. Grapes are poisonous to dogs.

This queens is crazy but she looks like shes having fun.
DISTURBING
Hottest website for Brazilian hotness http://madeinbrazil.typepad.com/
http://boyculture.typepad.com/boy_culture/2008/09/guydar-x-12hottest-of-the-hot.html
or check out http://sneakpics.tumblr.com/ http://hotguysonthetrain.tumblr.com/

Here is a crazy genealogy of the races of Azeroth. Just to show the complexity of the games lore.

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Episode 34: Assholism and Gayity

2011-03-31T12:02:00.000-07:00

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Hello Darlings.

Here is a new show darlings. I'm giving you guys the full rundown of my Roommate drama, Gay news, Voice mail, me oogling hot boys and a fabulous song. Enjoy.

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Check out this Video that fooled me. its really funny

http://www.theonion.com/video/small-town-throws-pride-parade-for-only-gay-reside,19431/

Here is Jonathan Lovitz from http://www.jonathandlovitz.com who got out of Jury Duty by say he was gay. YEA GAY AND HOT.

Here is this months winner of Hot guys with Iphones. Even if he didnt show his penis, anyone in military garb with that smile would be a winner to me.

Episode 33: Pills, Pittsburgh, Panties

2011-02-22T15:40:00.000-08:00

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Hello Darlings.

I haven't given you a show in over a month. Im so sorry darlings. Here is a new show. I talk about gay pills, computer hackers, Pittsburgh and the man that makes my panties melt off. I hope you enjoy.

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Brendon Urie, the one on the left is sexy and talented and i wish him a long.....hard......and enjoyable career.

Here is the winner of the Hot Guys With IPhones. Don't you wish that towel would drop?
Muammar al-Gaddafi looks like a raging queen in this photo. Doesn't he also look like fabulous actor Harvey Fierstein. HMMMMMMM heres a side by side.
Have a fabulous day everyone......KISSES.

Episode 32: Beam Me Up Hotties

2011-01-19T10:58:00.001-08:00

PHONE NUMBER GIRLS. 1-206-600-4309 CALL ME ANYTIME

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This show is all about my favorite kind of man. NERDS. the sexy D&D obsessed man that wear glasses and makes my nipples hard.

Alexander Remizov design for the home of the future. I totally wanna live there.

Welcome to the city of the future. Tianjin is China's first eco-city, designed by the Surbana Urban Planning Group, and is set to be completed in 2020. I don't know it looks like a Hobbit village to me.
On the Left the former Spartacus: Andy Whitfield and his new replacement on the right Liam McIntyre.
Winner of this Weeks Hot guys with IPhones: Nerd Edition.

Episode 31: I need a nap

2010-12-29T13:20:00.000-08:00

PHONE NUMBER GIRLS. 1-206-600-4309 CALL ME ANYTIME

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Just a little show covering Christmas, Dating, World of Warcraft History and Bareback Porn.

Heres the winner of this weeks Hot guys with iPhones. Yummy.

Here is Clay Aikens new boyfriend Jeff Walters. Clays ass must be hurting right now but im sure hes coping well.

Episode 30: Drunken Show

2010-12-17T16:02:00.001-08:00

PHONE NUMBER GIRLS. 1-206-600-4309 CALL ME ANYTIME

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Heres is my drunken show. 9 hours of cocktails, warcraft, podcasting, and randomness.

Heres my Champagne of choice

Here the winner of this weeks Hot guys with IPhones

Episode 29: I'm a ho in the Gay Pimps Retinue

2010-12-02T14:08:00.000-08:00

PHONE NUMBER GIRLS. 1-206-600-4309 CALL ME ANYTIME

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Here Is the winner if this weeks Hot guy with Iphone. That face hes making is retarded but that body makes up for it in spades.

Me with Tamantha Taintawoman and Jonny Mcgovern the Gay Pimp

Me With the Gorgeous, Stunning and All around doll Calpernia Addams
Matt from Randy Blue. that smile and those eyes would open my wallet and my panties faster than Paris Hilton running after a gram of coke.
Thomas from You Love Jack

Episode 28: It takes a Legend

2010-11-23T12:32:00.001-08:00

PHONE NUMBER GIRLS. 1-206-600-4309 CALL ME ANYTIME

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Watch these screaming queens soon. CANT WAIT

This is Girlina, My Bloodelf hunter. Hes fabulous.
Winner of this weeks Hot guy with Iphone.
photo from scene "Alessio and Master Avery" featured on BOUND GODS

Episode 27: Mandusa's Weekend

2010-11-07T12:18:00.000-08:00

I HAVE A PHONE NUMBER NOW GIRLS. 1-206-600-4309 CALL ME ANYTIME

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Our group in front of Hotel. from left to right. Harpy, Mandusa, Minotaur, Minotaur sacrifice, Dionysus, Maynad, Hades.

Can you see us. Easily a foot and a half over everyone else
Are these costumes or just sluts?????
What i want to do next Halloween. I think it would be amazing.

Episode 26: An Olive in my cocktail

2010-10-20T20:06:00.001-07:00

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Me in my fabulous outfit. I was having so much fun that night

This weeks guy with iphone. the Smile is sexy and the cock is VERY nice

Episode 25: Ill cut you BITCH

2010-10-02T13:49:00.000-07:00

I HAVE A PHONE NUMBER NOW GIRLS. 1-206-600-4309 CALL ME ANYTIME

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Here is this weeks winner of Hot Guys with Iphones. MMMMMMMcFURRY

Episode 24: Wearing nothing but a Wig

2010-09-17T17:55:00.000-07:00

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Here is this weeks winner of Hot Guys with Iphones. Leather and furry sounds like a party to me.

My Deathknight waiting to enter Undercity with the Leaders of the Horde and the Undead Forsaken. I love my glasses there very borg esk.
Ice Cream ad from the UK. i don't know about you but i want some chocolate ice cream right now.

Episode 23: I just don't know

2010-09-10T17:29:00.000-07:00

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Here is my winner for Hot guys with Iphones. Now i know hes not naked but this picture is super hot. TO ME, which we all know thats whats important. if you dont agree send me the real winner this week. Donna@bigsillyhomo.com

Ian Watkins, the lead singer of pop rock band Lostprophets in a sextape. I wanna see the rest.
Here he is in a photo for the band. Hes ready to take it......you know the rest (the guy behind him is telling us he about to take 2 dicks.)
they all look really gay. but the one on the far right i wanna call daddy as he ties me to a chair and pulls out the tazer.

Episode 22: Blue Ranger Fantasies

2010-09-02T17:33:00.000-07:00

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Check out You Love Jack the porn website

This is me in the World Of Warcraft. Im pretty sexy. the green guy up on the ledge is the leader of my faction.

here is your Hot guy with iphone. the glasses get me every time. If you have a better photo, please email me at Donna@bigsillyhomo.com

Episode 21: RULE SEVEN

2010-08-24T13:10:00.000-07:00

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Here is this weeks winner of Hot Guys with Iphones. his eyes are so dreamy

Episode 20: I prefer Dickison

2010-08-17T15:19:00.000-07:00

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Here is this weeks winner from Hot guys with Iphones. his waist is to small but something else is just big enough for me to ignore waist. ;)

Yummy cover of Rolling Stones with True Blood hotties
220 flags all over his body. this is funny and scary

They called me WHAT??????????

2010-08-07T13:04:00.000-07:00

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OH MY GOODNESS........ Mmmmmmmmm Chocolate Hotness. God bless the USMC.

Episode 18: A $240 injection in the ass

2010-08-04T14:31:00.000-07:00

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Winner of this weeks Hot guys with Iphones. YUMMY. look at that package.

here is the train that China is building. It wouldn't work with Americans. you know how they love to lane change without signaling. We Americans would slam into the side wall.

a dumb Prick, a Vampire and Bette Midler

2010-07-28T13:38:00.000-07:00

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here is this weeks winner of Hot guys with iphones- Aaron is a actor from Corbin Fisher

mmmmmm he wasnt my winner but hes still yummy- Jeremy Bilding from suite 703
Omg now this photo is from Comic Con and hes adorable.

Episode 16 "Palin, Oil and Porn wow i'm a freak"

2010-07-19T16:57:00.000-07:00

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Here is my winner for today. "oh if i were a towel"

Neil Patrick Harris........YUMMY

Im almost afraid to look cause i think its illegal.

Episode 15 The world cup is finally over

2010-07-11T15:31:00.000-07:00

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ewww i lost 10 subscribers. is it all the soccer talk, please email me you hates and likes. I NEED FEEDBACK.

heres the winner of guys with IPhones. Porn star Ryan Razz naked in an airplane bathroom.

Urban Satchel Louis Vuitton Bag goes for $150,000 it looks like garbage.
the Blue Skid mark doing his pre-acne commercial picture. i wanna to vomit.

Out of my Funk

2010-07-07T11:56:00.001-07:00

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Heres the winner of Todays Guys with IPhones. Look at that package

here is my winner for today. I think hes so adorkable. id work that nipple peircing. mmmmhmmm
OMG the Glee kids on guys with IPhones

Eric and Jonathan - Randy Blue YUMMMMMMMY

Soccer Hotness

2010-06-20T17:42:00.000-07:00

Ok Darlings i couldn't decide the winner of the Hot guy with Iphone contest for this episode. these two photos were my favorite.

Smooth and skinny but fits into those undies VERY well

Something about this photo is super hot. the harness or the shorts i cant explain it. i just want him to tie me down and do bad things to me.
Here is my collage of World cup Soccer hotties.
Here is my show i hope you enjoy it. Email me anytime Donna@bigsillyhomo.com

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And don't forget my time slot for pride weekend next weekend is 5am (EST) Sunday morning. come spend an hour with me

Judy Garland is a Saint in the church of Fabulous

2010-06-10T15:42:00.001-07:00

Pull your Shirt down you douche. this in "the Situation" from Jersey Shore
Ok heres the winner of this show guy with iphone Listen Here

Big Drag Bouncer

2010-06-06T22:10:00.001-07:00

this hot guy is from http://guyswithiphones.com/ check it out.

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fairy movies

2010-05-28T16:35:00.001-07:00

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Out for love, The life of Donna Suggarz

2010-05-18T14:26:00.001-07:00

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YOUR OUT be proud you asshole.

2010-05-12T17:52:00.001-07:00

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I love you my Raidy bunch

2010-05-02T21:28:00.001-07:00

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24 hour Fatness

2010-04-28T13:53:00.001-07:00

Heres my new show live at the gym talking about my favorite and least favorite shows.

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if you dont like me you can kiss my &$@%#*&$%#$%

2010-04-11T16:49:00.001-07:00

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A whole lot of woman

2010-04-05T14:24:00.001-07:00

A look at the Oscar nominee Gabourey Sidibe.

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Ricky WE DONT CARE

2010-03-29T17:04:00.001-07:00

Ricky Martin came out today so i felt it important to post my opinion of the subject.

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Chatroulette OMG Penis

2010-03-25T15:46:00.001-07:00

oh wow all these penises. just from Europe alone.

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Twilight of OZ

2010-03-12T12:28:00.001-08:00

I have not been this angry about a film remake since "FAME"

after reading the article i was so angry that i couldn't type out my feeling so i figured why not use my Audio recorder on my computer and record there like my heroes Auntie Vera, Daniel Brewer and BigFatty.

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Fuck the academy

2010-03-02T19:16:00.000-08:00

A producer of the war story "The Hurt Locker" will not be allowed to attend Sunday's Academy Awards because of e-mails he sent urging academy members to vote for his movie, Oscar overseers said Tuesday.

that was a new blip i saw today........

this is really funny to me because here's a director that is pushing for his movie. Ok its against the rules.

However Roman Polanski in 2002 received the Academy Award for Best Director for his film, The Pianist. This man pled guilty to unlawful sexual intercourse with a minor. He fucked a 13 year old girl in LA.....RAPE......HE FUCKING RAPED A 13 YEAR OLD GIRL. then to spit in Americas face even more to avoid sentencing he ran off to France where they wouldn't extradite him back to the United states.

they ll give an Oscar to a guy who raped a young girl and the crowd commends him for his fantastic film (yawnfest) but we ban a director when he sends out a few emails telling a few people "Hey vote for my movie"

FUCK YOU ACADEMY

I think the weird part.......stay with me here.......i have a theory........The Academy will glorify a child rapist but condemn a guy who really wanted his film to win so he stepped across the line a bit................so the Academy like Child rapists but hates cheaters................some academy members like to rape kids but feel bad for cheating there wives.................the Academy is filled with self hating child molesters.

There, its out there. My logic is sound.

i say it again

FUCK YOU YOU TWO TIMING CHILD MOLESTING BASTARDS. TAKE THAT GOLDEN STATUE AND STICK IT WHERE IT BELONGS,UP ALL YOUR ASSES FREAKS.

Podcasts

2010-03-02T16:59:00.000-08:00

So i know the there are people that are obsessed and i can say that i totally am now. I'm so hooked on Bigfatty and my dearest Auntie Vera Charles. They do these podcast every day. its simply priceless.

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Bitch Im from CHICAGO

2010-02-08T20:10:00.000-08:00

Hay girls,

I have had quite enough of Ru Pauls Dragrace. I will continue to watch, but my tolerance of the big queens is over. The second season has begun and once again a sad fat tranny. No more. I will do everything i can do to get on next season of that show. I will not let america think that every big dragqueen is a coutry girl who eats cerial from a beach bucket or a loud lude revolting thing with a lampshade on her head.

Long live the Big Silly Homo

The end of the Holidays.

2010-01-02T12:53:00.000-08:00

So Christmas is over the tree is packed away. New years has past and the resolutions have begun.

For Christmas because of how much larger out house is compared to my parents we decided to have Christmas dinner at our house. You never fully understand how difficult that can be until its Christmas morning and your making list and organizing the pantry. I was a crazed wreck. I'm not entirely sure how but it worked out. 30 people expertly arranged in our house. more food than all of us could ever eat. We haven't had that many members of our family in one house like that for years. My Aunt Linda was there and kept her cool even when her Daughter and the women her daughter left her husband for arrived. ( she was a little cold i hear but its to be expected. they have to give it time) My Aunt Selina, the christian minister and counselor kept her cool even when my oldest brother Sean decided to arrive dressed like Jesus Christ. (No fucking joke it was hilarious) on a side note i nearly wet myself laughing so hard.I survived a 20 minute conversation about fishing with my Uncle Rogers wife Nina ( shes a tomboy) We all joked and had fun. After a longs day of cooking and decorating i decided to skip dinner and pop open a few bottles of champagne. I didn't get drunk but i needed them, trust me.

We survived Christmas.

Now for new years. We had been saying for months we were going to Disneyland for New years. I was excited but that morning i woke up sick as a dog, but to make my brother feel better and hopefully to feel better myself i decided to go anyway. we got there, it was a zoo. walla to wall people. All trying to get on the same rides we wanted on. i couldn't handle it and went home early.(my mother came and picked me up, i felt like i was a child again) i went home and went to bed before midnight. Another New years spent alone. No biggie.

So yesterday twas the day to start with the resolutions. Every year i say I'm going to lose weight. By losing weight ill be beautiful and ill meet someone. However every year i fail miserably. So for this year i decided to fuck ever meeting someone. My resolutions are to get healthy for MYSELF and ONLY MYSELF and To judge people a little less. You get nothing out of judging other people. Just expectations that can never be met and bitterness.

This will be a better year. It has to be.

Girlina, Queen of the Universe

Eyes wide open

2009-11-25T01:39:00.000-08:00

I know. It was a horrible movie. It just seems to fit my current outlook.

So since my last post ive been examining my life alot.

Fear led most of my life. Always afraid to let people see the real me. Instead they always saw the person i wanted them to see.

For example: My old friend Kristo, the type of gay man i always wished i had the courage to be. I never told him the truth about myself. i always just said and did what i thought he wanted me to do. After of year of following him around like a puppy i finally stood up for myself and let out all my repressed anger about my friendship with him. The next week the company we both worked for went under and he cast me away, like trash. Someone i would have done anything for( and at times i did) just discards me, erased me as his friend from myspace and facebook and changes his phone. I was destroyed. more hurt from what he did to me than losing my job. Pathetic.... i know.

Now with my new outlook on life i realized that had i just been myself, been Adam maybe he would have like me just the same. Ill never know.

Im happier now than i have been in years. His loss.

This big Gay flamer is brighter than ever and no one will ever dim my light again.

Still fat........still a big old geek.........still a Big Silly Homo

and if you don't like me. Your loss.

At peace,
Adam aka Girlina Queen of the Universe

New Hope

2009-11-16T11:41:00.000-08:00

I have been hit with a profound dream.

I was at a party and there were these cute gay men across the party and when they see me they beehive it over towards me. i run and go lock myself in my room. they knock and knock and knock until i answer but i wouldn't open door all the way. the three men were stunning perfect men. They kept trying to get me to join in there festivities but i wouldn't. Finally they get me to join in.....there was music but i didn't see what we were doing all i know is after we were all naked and spooning.

Ill let you fill in that blank.

so were all there spooning and none of them are looking at me with disgust. then it trailed off into something about me buying up cattle for some farm but that wasn't the part i liked.

That was the first sexual dream i have ever had. Most of the time there nightmares. I know that none of you wanna think of me in a sexual way but i woke up happier than Ive been in years.

When i was 17 i was raped. I told him no over and over again but he wouldn't stop. Since then i get sick every time another man touches me. Im not talking about touching in a sexual way...im talking about touching in general. Any physical contact with another man.

try living life as a 25 year old whos only had that on his list of sexual experiences.

But something happened last night. that dream was something stupid to anyone else but its the first time ive looked at sex as something good. I woke up energized. Showered and shaved and put my walking shoes on. did a few miles on the treadmill and im gunna walk to the bank and walk some errands. Im ready to change my life over a simple dream.

Overjoyed,
Girlina, Queen of the Universe

Life update

2009-10-28T20:38:00.001-07:00

Hay girls,

So I'm doing to good with my walking.

I'm up to four miles a night, four nights a week.

We have a bow flex and I'm going to start learning how to use it.

Oh and I'm three days without a cigarette. Damn it i want one and I'm alittle bitchy but its one day at a time.

Halloween is upon us and Ive been so busy. i just dropped off one of my costumes to a client tonight. she absolutely loved it. Ill try to post photos soon. Since ive been so busy working on other peoples costumes i didn't make one for myself this year.

The first time in over ten years. Luckily a friend of mine loaned me one of her costumes and im going to be Ogre Fiona from Shrek. Its such a cute costume. I hope everyone has a wonderful Halloween and ill post again after with all the crazy details of my Halloween experience in WeHo.

OMG i feel it necessary to post this vid. this guy is so hot and i wouldn't have just put some deodorant on him i would have done very bad things to him...........Fuck a girl can dream cant she.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DYPHQcWDbCY

Excited and Energetic,

Girlina Queen of the Universe

A walk to remember

2009-10-05T22:14:00.001-07:00

So its been a while since I've blogged so i thought id give an update on my trekking.

Ive been walking alot more since i got my new shoes. both me and my brother have gone on walks four times a week. You wouldn't think you'd feel so much better but i truly due. However i had a horrible experience that almost ruined my life on foot.

One night after i had made dinner my brother Justin said he had to go to work and we couldn't do our normal walk. Upset because i really was in the mood to work off dinner and the stress from my day i decided to go it alone. I left my house at 9 o'clock and set off on our normal route. Taking longer strides to try to better my time i made my way along our normal route. At one point when i usually would turn up my street to head back home i decided that i felt really good and wanted to go farther. My first of many mistakes. I continued straight along the street for two miles to the next major light. Turning there i follow the street up past the freeway and over the railroad tracks. i decided to walk along Victoria, a street in Riverside that has orange grooves all along it. It is a historic street in Riverside. my second mistake. after a block on Victoria all the street lights were out. i was making my way in pitch black for about a mile only having the moon to guide myself. starting to feel the fatigue i made my way down a street to a parallel street with more light and started for home. As i made my way back towards the railroad tracks i see alot of lights set up and men working. Shit. I forgot that there working on the railroad tracks. I was a block from my house. I asked the men working if i could cross. i told them how close my home was. They informed me it wouldn't be safe for me to cross and that i would need to make my way around to a street that went under the tracks. Tired, feet starting to hurt and totally thirsty i started to walk around the extra few miles to get back to my home. By this point my brother had returned home and called to see where i had gone. Refusing to give in and ask him to come get me i made my way under the tracks over the freeway and back to my home. At this point i could barely walk. My feet were swollen and exhausted and i finished two large bottles of water( the large 1Qt ones) Its now 12 o'clock. tired beyond belief i went bed. Woke up a few hours later my muscles cramping and hurting in ways I've never felt before.

The next day my brother and i drove the route i had walked and to my brothers shock i had made a seven mile trek. Seven fucking miles. The ridicule from my brother and friends lasted a few days. I deserved it for being so stupid.

I am proud to say that I'm back to walking. only the route that we usually do and I'm feeling better than ever. Ready to continue my trek to a fit lifestyle and happier existence. Hopefully wiser than i was that fateful night.

A ten pounds lighter Homo,

Girlina, Queen of the Universe

A good pair of shoes

2009-09-11T01:00:00.000-07:00

I own beautiful dress shoes.

fantastic boots

Kinky high heals

and one pair of tennis shoes????

That's why I'm BIG silly homo. So to help myself and the world that has to see me, i went and got myself a brand new pair of shoes. Running shoes ( which is sad cause there will be no actually running in them.)

My brother Justin and I have begun walking a few days a week. Its not much but we always do a mile at least. However with my old shitty pair of sneakers id be dying half way. The mile course we take around our neighborhood ends with an uphill quarter mile incline. Its not killer but for someone like me it was death, But i did it.

So now with my brand new shoes i was eager to walk again. We did our normal route and even an extra half mile. And the best part, My feet didn't hurt half as much as they did before. There definitely broken in now.

I feel great. Still fat but great.

As the great John Legend says Each day gets Better.

With new hope and a sassy step,

Girlina, Queen of the Universe

wow i was drunk...

2009-08-30T13:30:00.000-07:00

OK. so hmmmmm....

A month ago i planned a party. end of the summer thing.. god know we all needed a drink.

told everybody about it with more that enough time for them to get off work.

Invited around 75 people.

spent a few hundred dollars getting my bar fully stocked with booze i don't even drink but know that other do.

6 FUCKING PEOPLE SHOW UP!!!

what is wrong with me?

is there a sign above my head that says pathetic loser stay away?

dave and busters would be jealous of my bar.

well waste not want not. i started the evening with my favorite drink. champagne with a splash of pomegranate juice orange juice. i love it. i never get hangovers from champ so thats why its the perfect drink.

three bottles in.......

i ran out of pomegranate juice. but my brothers girlfriend which i totally love, brought some pomegranate liqueur... so i used that instead of juice.

one more bottle in......

i decided to get on facebook and my blog and vent about the atrocity of my party. and later i told everyone in my face book how much i found nerdy guys hot......give it a second.....with EXAMPLES from my former work at the happiest place on earth. also just to mess up my life even more i also gave examples of guys i didnt think were hot. oh the humanity.

this is why all of my party attempts are two months apart. it takes that long to recuperate.

My next major catastrophe is scheduled for the second week of October. A Halloween extravaganza........of maybe 7 people.

i hate my life sometimes.

I hope everyone has a laugh at my expense,

Girlina, Maybe not the Queen of the Universe....Maybe Court Jester.

Recipe for qa good party..................

2009-08-28T21:59:00.001-07:00

A buig house with enoughb room for anout a jundred people/

a full bar filled with boooxe that would mnake a profecsionalcbar jeolous.

the lateszdst is musci thatc is awsome.

why is novbody here. ??????????????????????????????????????????????

Isx shte3re a secrety/ .????????????

what dov iv have to do???

doi i have to pay people. ??????

wtf. everytime ti tyhrow a pearty noone shows up[. im three bottle of champagner in to case i baufght. i have a case of beer i got for dreaking games. am i crazy?

Recipe for qa good party..................

2009-08-28T21:59:00.000-07:00

Pillowtalk

2009-08-16T10:55:00.000-07:00

Over the last couple of nights ive noticed that my bed is arranged in such a way to shows how pathetic i realy am.

its a California king (larger than a king) i have pillows and blankets along one side to create this body like shape. When i sleep i snuggle with the pillows. I know this sounds weird but i think this may just help me to realize im alone and want to be with someone.

to test my theory i remade the bed with minimal on it. just a sheet and top sheet and one pillow. went to bed at my normal time. I tossed and turned all night. i could never find a comfortable spot.

the next night i put all my pillows and blankets back onto the bed and i slept a full night without waking.

If there was another person in my bed that i loved would i sleep so well?

Or am i just sad?

i dont know if anyone is reading this but somehow just typing out my inner thoughts helps.

God knows this is cheaper than paying for real therapy

The Fifth wheel: a observation of life

2009-08-13T15:30:00.000-07:00

the number five sucks...... just to start things off.

2 is a happy pair..... 4 a group of friends......but five is an awkward number.

I'm beginning to see with more and more frequency that im always the fifth wheel. there's my two best friends who married each other. Now there's my brother who has met the most wonderful girl. then there's me.

just me

without a match

alone

hehe. thats funny.
Im a virgin. i know i know what a weirdo. ive had sex before but it wasnt really by choice ( thats another blog all together) And you know what. I dont care. Do you have too? No! im not straight so its not as if i need to reproduce.

well that was off topic.....back to it then

As i get older i care less and less about finding a mate ( so to speak) i have the most wonderful friends: Matt and Amanda Chavez ( its funny cause neither of them are Latin in any way) Miss Candi: the world best nurse in training who can literally spend a day in high heals (im so jelous), My brother Justin; who ive grown to see that hes been my best friend all my life. the tree branches out further from there but these are my core. my life would be empty without them.

No matter what there are times that it realy sucks to be the one alone. When we go to an amusement park and all the couples get caricatures and then its my turn i always get the same look. Or you go to a restaurant and theres five of us and they cant put you at a four person table so they have to put you at a six person table and theres always that one seat left over. Or your at a crowded movie theather and i have my bag in the seat next to me so i can be comfortable and theres always that person that asks if im saving it for someone and i have to say no.

I constantly see the couples all around me pairing off as if Noah is on his way with the ark.

am i the one left behind? am i the unicorn?

As much as it bothers me i never let anyone else know about it. I always play it off. To them im the token gay guy in the group that is always checking out the fellas, giving out my brand of advice and doing it with gay flair and a quick wit. when really............ i have no idea what im doing. I look out at the world and am completely lost. Think of me as the salmon fighting upriver to get to something, but for me im fighting up river but have no idea what im doing when i get there.

After all of that I may go home to my room alone but i spent the day with my friends so maybe im not realy alone. Maybe im more lucky than i thought. Or not... I have no fucking idea.

God im a whiny bitch.. lol

content in seclusion,
Girlina Queen of the Universe
or just a Big Silly Homo

p.s. Im not a writer. i never was. i never claimed to be. i tend to go in all directions with my blog. im sorry if sometimes its hard to follow me.

A generation of idiots

2009-06-18T02:14:00.000-07:00

So even a 25 year old queen like me knows when you hear "Fame" you think of a school of gay boys and there faghags taking to the street for a showstopping dance number.

Or "Summer Loving" is about two people proving opposites attract while gossiping about there summer flings at school lunch.

Wilkommen....
The Hills are alive.......
If I only had a heart.....
I’ve Got a Golden Ticket.....
Im just a sweet Transvestite.......
Just a spoon full of sugar......
Somewhere thats greeeeeeeeeennnn.......

These Musicals echo in my mind. Shadows of a childhood filled with fun and fantastic music.

The Queens of generations past had:

Dorothy Dandridge and Pearl Bailey giving us everything they had in Carmen Jones
Yul Brynner asking Deborah Kerr "Shall we dance"
Gene Kelly and Debbie Reynolds "singing in the rain"

Helllllooooo Dolly....
Sit Down, You’re Rockin’ the Boat.....
I Could Have Danced All Night.....
I’m Gonna Wash That Man Right Outta My Hair......

This music inspired them and me.

But what about today

Ive noticed that the musicals of today are either "bad" or "Music of the Past remade"

Bad: "High School Musical 1...2...and OMFG 3"
Remake: "Moulin Rouge"
Bad: "Camp Rock" a bad ripoff of FAME MOTHER FUCKER
Remake: "Chicago"
Bad: "SOUTH PARK: BIGGER, LONGER & UNCUT" WTF its technically a musical.
Remake: "Hairspray"
Bad: "The Cheetah Girls" or anything featuring Raven
Remake: "Across the Universe"

Now the remakes are great films dont get me wrong, but there recycled songs being sung by movie stars. Only a small handful can actually sing.

Oh god and the Bads. Disney Pimped musicals thrusted down these kids throats with there horrible music being sung by "?Singers?Actors?" im confused what Disney is trying to make them. Ok one or two of the Jonas Brothers can actually sing well but Come down off the cross boys and be the fagots we all know you really are.

Zach Efron looks like a young Ellen, With his Lesbian haircut. He cant actually sing. He didnt sing half the music in the first HSM. There was another actor Drew Seeley that sang for Zach (while trying to research to remember the guys named i found that Imdb removed his name from there listing of High school Musical. I know it was in the credits for the movie. I remember looking it up and wondering why they didnt have that hot ass guy just play the part and cut Zach. You could tell it wasnt the same voice when the voice went to the higher octave that it wasnt the same voice. re watch the movie girls. DISNEY CONSPIRACY look it up) It was only after the ridiculous fame of HSM that they got the boy lessons and began shaping the music to fit his range.

The Cheetah Girls were already a band that had a cd out and everything. they were "ok" but Disney had to take it a step too far, Placing Raven into there group (Side note they fucking hated her) and making a horrible movie. WHY? thats all i have to say

There is an entire generation of Kids and young adult that wont watch the old classics because there "OLD" so there only source of Musical are cookie cutter BS from the Mouse.

The classics featured People who could sing and dance and act. If they couldn't do that there career didnt go to far. as time progressed if they could sing and act there were golden, a little later they could act or sing and we accepted it. Now.....NOW..... THEY CANT DO EITHER!!!!!

Give us something magical. Wow us with something new and fantastic. We deserve it because we are paying $12.99 for a movie ticket and $29.99 for the DVD then $49.99 for the special edition DVD released two weeks later.

You owe us that.

and oh my F*^%*+G god please dont ruin any more fantastic movies with horrible remakes. Do we need Annie remade ever couple of years or what. Fame is a classic Please GOD dont let them ruin it or ill have to slit my wrist in front of Graumans chinese theater.

With a watchful eye Disney,

Girlina Queen of the Universe

Gay Super Geeks: The Middle path

2009-06-15T22:32:00.000-07:00

So. I know that there are gay geeks out there.

I am one of them. there are websites for them to congregate and talk about gay geeky things.

However i have found that I'm not accepted by them either. I'm a big queen with serious issues, no doubt.

I love Star trek, Stargate,Babylon 5, Doctor who, Firefly, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Starcraft, Terry Brooks Books, Civilization and most of all World of Warcraft. this list could go on forever of the extremely non gay geeky things i love.

Then there's my Gay side. Wicked (stage and book), Little shop, Rent ( not so much the movie), guys and Dolls, Zannadont, Lady Gaga, Madonna, Ecstasy, Trance music, Champagne, Dance clubs, Makeup, Wigs, A fabulous outfit, Bondage, S&M (especially electricity play) and on and on and on.....

I am Gay and a Geek. Then why is it sometimes i feel that i don't belong to either world.

Examples:

In WOW (World of Warcraft), a Massively multiplayer online role-playing game or MMORPG, I play as a female blood elf Paladin. I'm a good player, I'm almost lvl 80 the max level. I'm in a guild (large group of players under a common flag) but when they find im a gay man instead of a female, people get very uncomfortable. My guild mates will call each other "fag" and "gay bastard" like normal straight guys do which doesnt bother me but then theyll realize im there and freakout and be silent it sucks. I went to see Star Trek, waited in line all day long, first one in line, But when they heard me talking about how HOT Spock was no one would talk to me the rest of the day. I love playing those simple application games on Myspace like Mobster and Fashion Wars. My name on Mobsters is "Adam The Big Queen" i have like no friends on there and i get attack all the time. ive had guys attack me for hours calling me faggot and never letting me leave the ingame hospital.

And for the other side.....

Im at a club, getting my dance on with my girlfriends. Were all having tons of fun and some boy comes up and starts talkin to me......he was adorable......he asked why hes never seen me there before and i joked that Doctor who season finale was the week before. My girlfriends are laughing since its so clearly a joke and he straight out turns and walked away. later in the night i walked passed and he was giggling to his other twinky friends and looking at me. Im in Longbeach for work, Its very casual dress, so i was wearing my Harrypotter Tshirt with a overshirt, a cute vest and my favorite pageboy cap. I was adorable. I decide to stop at this little cafe on Broadway. The Gays in the Cafe kept staring at me and when i went window shopping next door the clerk made a joke about my tshirt. im thinking in my head "FUCK YOU BITCH. Gryphindore is so my house" but i paid for my sunglasses and left silent and alone.

Those websites for gay geeks are all well and good but i prefer to be out and about with people. I can talk to a person for hours but send me an IM online and i dont know what to say.

I try to keep remembering the lessons of a wise gay i once knew named Kristo of LongBeach who told me " Who gives a flying fuck what those cunts think about you. You get out there and do your shit. You tell them to Choose a nut to suck cause you have two" more poignant words have never been spoken. I do try to follow his teaching but i find that i do care what they think i cant help but see people looking at me and my mind goes off on all the horrible things there saying about me. Its who i am.

This is who i am. No matter what anyone trys to teach me or force me into. I cant change for the world. Ive tried for years. Its time for the word to change to me.

This BIG BITCH is going to continue to be the Big silly Homo who loves her Geeky men and the shows they watch. Either love me or move out the way.

Live Long and Prosper,

Girlina Queen of the Universe and Azeroth ( look it up bitches)

The joys of Marriage

2009-06-14T15:46:00.000-07:00

So my cousin got married yesterday. ............yea.........it was great..........i love weddings...........throw up on floor.

Weddings are the worst waste of my time.

His wedding was a formal affair at a country club. I got all fabulous in a nice suit and my hair was workin. we get there and half the people there were in casual dress. the fucking invite said formal. There was a guy with jeans and green fucking hair. Nightmare.

the service was quick thank god but it started 45 minutes late. as the Bride and Groom were walking down the isle afterwards there were already drinks waiting for them and the bridal party at there request?????? Boozhounds??????? The bride goes to hug the waiter holding the tray of beers and he spills the tray on the train of her dress. The dress that cost her parents $10,000. It was the most beautiful dress but jesus 10k. i need to start making wedding dresses.

Everyone always get upset with me at weddings because I'm not jumping for joy for the couple.

FUCK THAT.

Gay people make the dresses, do the makeup, do the hair, plan the wedding, make the cake, cook the food, serve the food, mix the drinks, DJ the event.......and on and on and on.......

We do all the work so that some silly drunks can enjoy the benefits. These people plan these huge weddings, stay married for a few years, divorce then get remarried.

the christian right say they have to protect Marriage for a man and a women. It they want to keep it holy. OUTLAW DIVORCE!!

lets see how those fuckers like marriage if they can only do it once.

watch the accidental rate of death of husbands dramatically go up.

I hate weddings.

but god knows i have mine all planned out in my head just like a 12 year old girl.

hehe

Kisses,
Girlina Queen of the Universe

Suicide the other option

2009-06-12T21:06:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine yesterday told me her friend committed suicide. I never met the guy but she said how sweet he was. He did himself in with Cyanide. For those of you who don't know cyanide is a very horrible and painful way to die. How much pain must he have been in? That pain must have been so great and the pain he endured in death was nothing in comparison.

I started thinking about the times i tried to kill myself and how it changed my life.

The first time i was a teenager. fully realized that i was gay. 6'3'' .tall and very overweight. I was going to a brand new school. just opened and i was going to be in the first graduating class. It was horrible. I didn't know anyone, those i did speak to always looked at me as if i don't fit in. Half way thru the year i put my fathers gun in my mouth. i couldn't figure out why that damn thing wouldnt work. tears pouring down my cheeks, frustrated and scared i put it away and went to sleep. I found out a few weeks later that it wasn't an operating gun. it was a real gun converted to not fire. I was so pathetic i couldn't kill myself right.

school continued on at a snails pace and i reached my senior year. having told only my closest friends about being gay i started to feel better. i allowed myself to come out and be a better person. to explore what being a queen is all about. i did theater, not acting really just costumes. sewing made me happy.

I finally graduated and began college in Fullerton Ca. I was a Costuming major. I thought to myself, "even though your still a big gay boy, your in theater with a bunch of other gay boys you will make lots of friends." Sadly that was not the case. One of the only friends i made was a goth girl in my theatrical makeup class. Just imagine a big game boy and a short round goth girl walking to class every day with our makeup cases. we were a odd pair.

It was while walking to class one day alone that i had my first and only anti gay experience. While walking down an alleyway on the way to school i was attacked. The group of guys screamed insults while kicking me in the stomach and face only Scared off by a car alarm going off down the alley. I was alone bleeding and crying. I skipped class and returned home where I stayed for a few days, hiding the bruises that had appeared all over my torso and legs. using what horrible makeup skill i had to cover my face. i spent the next three weeks in utter fear and loneliness. my only friend trying to help. At this same time i worked for the mouse. Mickey Mouse. jackass. I was called a faggot under my breath a few times at work for wearing makeup. Dealing with that was easier than having people ask where the bruises came from. I couldn't take it anymore. Angry at the world and sad at how pathetic i was i took a bottle of aspirin with a bottle of alcohol. ( for every ones reference it doesn't work that easy. just because you see it on TV doesn't mean it will happen that way in real life) i was sick for a week. throwing up all the pills, told my mother it was the flu.

Two times. both unsuccessful. Does that make me a two time loser or Someone who had a guardian angel looking out for me?

We think about suicide because we think there no other options. what we don't think about is the lives we've touched and how our deaths will affect theres. No one dies alone. someone always dies a little inside when someone they love leaves the world that way. Its selfish and i try to stay strong and say as much. i try to say that those people were weak and just plain selfish but inside i understand that feeling. The feeling that there is no one in the world and that loves you.

Trust me, As a 25 year old practicly virgin who's overweight and has serious body issues i can say I'm so glad i was unsuccessful. I have some of the greatest friends that love me for who i am, I have parents that said they always knew and who are so proud of everything i do. including how fabulous i look in drag. If i had done myself in either of those times i would have missed out on all of that.

The road to becoming a queen is a hard one. NO ONE is born a queen. It is thru our experiences and struggles in life that hardens our skin and make us who we are. It is thru our struggles that remind us of how great we are. how lucky we are to call ourselves QUEENS. Im gunna tell you right now that no word like faggot, no foot in my chest, no unapproving gay boys, and especially not those self hating gay men who call themselves republicans can every take away who i am.

A BIG OL SILLY HOMO, A TRUE QUEEN.

With much love,

Girlina QUEEN of the Universe

First Time Blogger.

2009-06-11T17:01:00.000-07:00

Hay queens.

This is the first time i experement with Blogging. I can talk to a person for hours about the most useless shit but I have trouble writing emails.

THATS CRAZY!

So to remedy myself of my problem i thought why not blog about the radomness of my life.

BIG SILLY HOMO is a place for queens of all types to hear me bitch about shit. If you dont like it you can fuck right off.

Kisses,

Girlina Queen of the Universe